“Can you imagine yourself in 10 years if, instead of avoiding the things you know you should do, you actually did them every single day? That’s powerful.”
Procrastination will kill you faster than a natural death, I know I’m a master procrastinator,
I put off things for weeks/months, I started editing a book and saw a note I left in it that said its Feb 2020 at the time of editing, 8 months later still not done
I could be in a lot better shape, I could be a lot smarter, I might even still be in a relationship if I did the stuff I knew I should.
We need to snap out of this distraction mentality Because it stops us from living.
Of all sad words of tongue or pen, the saddest are these, ‘It might have been.
John Greenleaf Whittier
Is regret not a death before our time
Knowing that we didn’t do all that we could,
Knowing we could have done more, but we procastinated or talked ourselves out of doing something
Watching the moment slip bye us, whilst we sit in a dark corner pretending we wasn’t that bothered anyway
Whilst inside we have just died.
Do all you can, after all saying it was is alot better than it might have been
It was a good effort even though it didn’t work out
It was a good business
It was a good time.
It’s 2:38 am January 1st as I Write this…
Happy New Year and all that ay.
Just reflecting back on my past year and observing my biggest flaws of the year… Procrastination and Fear…
Fear of rejection more specifically – which leads to procrastination and then I get stuck in this f*cked up roundabout with no exits going back and forth with procrastinating on what I have to do and then start building this Fear of rejection or whatever else lies beyond the realms of the Unknown…
So as I’m sat in my room on New Years eve listening to my neighbours have some fucked up Kariokie party…
I say Kariokie what I meant was a bunch of souls trying to escape their bodies via there voicebox…
Continue reading “What Is This Fear… Seriously”
Funny story about today..
I got up really early to drive 45miles to get to a shift ive been rostered in for ages.. I get there and theres another lad there..
He was was also rosterd in.. however i had been taken off without any email or anyone telling me so another 45miles back..
Continue reading “Amor Fati”
‘What Man Actually Needs is not a Tensionless State but rather the Striving and Struggling for some Goal Worthy of Him’
I’ll never forget the time I got sacked right after my Nans funeral, I don’t think there will ever be a time that will be worse than that and if there is I certainly will not be looking forward to it..
Continue reading “Strive For Meaning..”