Actions and Loneliness Nobody is coming to save you…
There was a period in the past 12 months where I experienced chronic loneliness, If you follow my blog you would have seen poems reflecting that.
I started sedating with Whiskey every night to try and dull the emptiness I was feeling.
I’ve never been good with communicating with people I don’t know (Like starting conversations and have always been useless on dating apps like tinder) these feelings compounded during lockdown – like no one wants to date even if they did we’re in a lockdown kind of thoughts…
So I would always sign up for dating apps but wait for people to message me first and when they didn’t I would delete the app and feel even lonelier
It got to a point where I was like fuck this, this shit can’t go on anymore, I need to take action
So I found the worst opening line invented so bad it was good and just sent it to everyone I matched with…
I got unmatched I got laughed at But I also got responses and conversations and dates…
The point is, Nobody is coming to save us.
We need to take action.
This applies to our health, wealth, relationships There is something we can take action on today.
Screenshot of the opener and me getting launched at
All quotes are from The Mount Of Olives Book by Michael V. Ivanov
Perhaps when you are able to speak, you can’t think at the same time.
On Olive trees, “Sometimes they take 5 to 8 years to produce fruit,”… barren and useless for so long just like he had been. But when they became ripe, they produced an abundance of fruit. He would one day do the same with his life.
You know changing your location will not change your situation
I see many like you… they’re running somewhere they think will get them a better life only to face what they once left behind
Words spoken set life in motion
“Men are the same. Their languages are unique, their skin color comes in all shades, and their way of life may look different—but they all want the same thing.”
All men want to live a life full of love, happiness, purpose, health, and an abundance of gold. All men want a great life. They want to be known for something and they want to be great at something, yet very few attain any of these desires. It is the greatest mystery of our human existence.”
“Man seeks also to find meaning to his existence but he goes about life pursuing all things that are vain,”
“He fills his time with one thing and then moves on to another. He fills it with strong drink and entertainment. He fills it with women, giving in to his sexual appetite. He fills it with his work and family. “He fills it with experiences and, yet, when the night comes and he lies down, once again a deep sadness comes over him. Deep… deep inside every man lives knowledge of his miraculous power but man has learned to suppress this power, this force that is bursting from within his soul.
“He is afraid. He is afraid of what he must go through to become a new man with a new life, an extraordinary life”
“There are also the men who have desires and want to do great things and, still, they do not do them. All men have an equal opportunity to attain the life they want by simply choosing a better way to live, by simply following the principles.”
You boy, have no less ability to create the life you desire than any free and able man. You may not be able to speak but that must not stop you from seeking the extraordinary life. Your disability is not the reason for your failure; your mind is. You have let other men dictate and tell you what value you bring to the world and that value is equal to an itch on a camels ass
“I became wealthy here and here, long before it showed in my coin purse.” The man tapped on the side of his temple with his finger and then tapped on his chest
“In here, you build your life and in here, you destroy it. It is your choice how your life unfolds.”