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Actions and Loneliness

Actions and Loneliness
Nobody is coming to save you…

There was a period in the past 12 months where I experienced chronic loneliness, If you follow my blog you would have seen poems reflecting that.

I started sedating with Whiskey every night to try and dull the emptiness I was feeling.

I’ve never been good with communicating with people I don’t know (Like starting conversations and have always been useless on dating apps like tinder) these feelings compounded during lockdown – like no one wants to date even if they did we’re in a lockdown kind of thoughts…

So I would always sign up for dating apps but wait for people to message me first and when they didn’t I would delete the app and feel even lonelier

It got to a point where I was like fuck this, this shit can’t go on anymore, I need to take action

So I found the worst opening line invented so bad it was good and just sent it to everyone I matched with…

I got unmatched
I got laughed at
But I also got responses
and conversations
and dates…

The point is, Nobody is coming to save us.

We need to take action.

This applies to our health, wealth, relationships
There is something we can take action on today.

Screenshot of the opener and me getting launched at

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Words Spoken Set life in motion

All quotes are from The Mount Of Olives Book by Michael V. Ivanov

Perhaps when you are able to speak, you can’t think at the same time.

On Olive trees, “Sometimes they take 5 to 8 years to produce fruit,”… barren and useless for so long just like he had been. But when they became ripe, they produced an abundance of fruit. He would one day do the same with his life.

You know changing your location will not change your situation

I see many like you… they’re running somewhere they think will get them a better life only to face what they once left behind

Words spoken set life in motion

“Men are the same. Their languages are unique, their skin color comes in all shades,
and their way of life may look different—but they all want the same thing.”

All men want to live a life full of love, happiness, purpose, health, and an abundance of gold. All men want a great life. They want to be known for something and
they want to be great at something, yet very few attain any of these desires. It is the greatest mystery of our human existence.”

“Man seeks also to find meaning to his existence but he goes about life pursuing all things that are vain,”

“He fills his time with one thing and then
moves on to another. He fills it with strong drink and entertainment. He fills it with women, giving in to his sexual appetite. He fills it with his work and family. “He fills it with experiences and, yet, when the night comes and he lies down, once again a deep sadness comes over him. Deep… deep inside every man lives knowledge of his miraculous power but man has learned to suppress this power, this force that is bursting from within his
soul.

“He is afraid. He is afraid of what he must go through to become a new man with a new life, an extraordinary life”

“There are also the men who have desires and want to do great things and, still, they do not do them. All men have an equal opportunity to attain the life they want by simply choosing a better way to live, by simply following the principles.”

You boy, have no less ability to create the life you desire than any free and able man. You may not be able to speak but that must not stop you from seeking the extraordinary life. Your disability is not the reason for your failure; your mind is. You have let other men dictate and tell you what value you bring to the world and that value is equal to an itch on a camels ass

“I became wealthy here and here, long before it showed in my coin purse.” The man tapped on the side of his temple with his finger and then tapped on his chest

“In here, you build your life and in here, you destroy it. It is your choice how your life unfolds.”

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Love Lies

Love Lies

Listen to your heart they say

But when does that ever end well

People always go running back to toxic relationships out of love

Indulge in binges for the love of food and alcohol

Love is a drug and it’s a powerful one

Love lies it’s not the best thing for you

What the heart wants, will probably kill it

Follow your logic not feelings

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Beautiful nothingness

Beautiful nothingness

We live in a noisy world

Noise everywhere, people arguing,talking, cars and trucks, planes, TV, radio…

Even on social media its just noise, noise, noise…

And this noise drowns out the noise in your head,
No time to think just trying to process all the noise going on

Then you sit down in the evening with a glass of wine or whisky to calm yourself from everything that has demanded your attention before you have to do the process again the next day…

One day you find yourself in an empty room, no TV, no radio,no people and no signal on your phone…

A strange feeling starts to emerge, your mind starts to wonder and you get to think and all these wonderful thoughts and ideas start to emerge…

Thats the wonders and the beauty of nothingness

Seek out some quite time in a world full of noise

Let your mind show you that it still has a voice

Watch what you can create from nothing