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Actions and Loneliness

Actions and Loneliness
Nobody is coming to save you…

There was a period in the past 12 months where I experienced chronic loneliness, If you follow my blog you would have seen poems reflecting that.

I started sedating with Whiskey every night to try and dull the emptiness I was feeling.

I’ve never been good with communicating with people I don’t know (Like starting conversations and have always been useless on dating apps like tinder) these feelings compounded during lockdown – like no one wants to date even if they did we’re in a lockdown kind of thoughts…

So I would always sign up for dating apps but wait for people to message me first and when they didn’t I would delete the app and feel even lonelier

It got to a point where I was like fuck this, this shit can’t go on anymore, I need to take action

So I found the worst opening line invented so bad it was good and just sent it to everyone I matched with…

I got unmatched
I got laughed at
But I also got responses
and conversations
and dates…

The point is, Nobody is coming to save us.

We need to take action.

This applies to our health, wealth, relationships
There is something we can take action on today.

Screenshot of the opener and me getting launched at

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Love today is Lonelier Than Me

It’s a different kind of love today
Love is a smile on Instagram
Pretending to be happy, For people, you will never see
Yet that is the only time you both have smiled in a while…

Love today is settling for your partner
Whilst swiping away
Hoping for something better…
And Yet
You look at me and think aww he’s alone…
I look at you and think the same about you both.

I would rather be Lonely like me
Than be lonely like you
Because I am truly alone
Whilst you pretend to be happy
I look down the empty whiskey bottle
You look down the empty hollow body of your partner
Neither of us are happy
But at least I’m not pretending to be.
Love today is Lonelier Than Me