You don’t just wake up and become the butterfly
A caterpillar in the cocoon has to struggle to break out and become the butterfly,
If the caterpillar does not struggle it will die without ever seeing how beautiful it could have been…
A cocoon is something that covers someone or something in a protective or comforting way… Continue reading “You don’t just wake up and become the butterfly”
A blessing and a curse as a human is that we have the ability to think…
Think about our past
&
Think about our future
The problem is that we often think back to our mistakes and let them cripple us and when we look to our future we contemplate our own mortality and that scares the shit out of most of us…
So we live out our lives trapped inside this bubble fearing not only the future but in fear that we are going to make the past mistakes again…
So inside our comfy little bubble, we stick to the same routines, we do the same things with our friends, we go to the same places, we moan about the same problems (That we secretly love because they’re familiar) we had last week/month and year…
& We just live our lives on repeat
Never growing – Never living – Just existing.
It’s 2:38 am January 1st as I Write this…
Happy New Year and all that ay.
Just reflecting back on my past year and observing my biggest flaws of the year… Procrastination and Fear…
Fear of rejection more specifically – which leads to procrastination and then I get stuck in this f*cked up roundabout with no exits going back and forth with procrastinating on what I have to do and then start building this Fear of rejection or whatever else lies beyond the realms of the Unknown…
So as I’m sat in my room on New Years eve listening to my neighbours have some fucked up Kariokie party…
I say Kariokie what I meant was a bunch of souls trying to escape their bodies via there voicebox…
We get accustomed to a certain way of life, It’s pretty comfortable and we like comfort.
We have our Clothes and Coffee, Our T.V & Sofa, Access to food almost instantly…
Back in the day when I was in Uni ‘Living The Good Life’ – Or my idea of what the good life was back then…
New clothes, Gadgets and shoes (Honestly I had more things Adidas than Adidas) I was just buying stuff for the sake of having stuff…
If your anything like me or like I used to be you can’t help but worry about what’s coming tomorrow…
(Tomorrow being an example of a scenario in the near future that you can’t avoid)
You worry so much about that certain scenario, It’s all you think about all day every day, It consumes you.
Continue reading “Remember, Today Is The Tomorrow You Worried About Yesterday”
