Lies make you sick.
Lies including keeping things unsaid and not talking about your hopes and dreams all make you sick,
they get pushed down and you become inauthentic and have no real relationships your living a half truth and and reality isn’t real it’s just a lie you’ve created.
You become sick crushed under the weight of your lies and cant escape because you have no one to talk too and even if you did you wouldn’t know how to communicate nothing but fairness
Start communicating properly tell people how you feel, tell people what your thinking, stop lying
At first this will be difficult but with reps you get better and stronger at communicating
With reps reality becomes clearer
With reps communicating becomes easier
With reps your relationships become stronger